A Model's Secret - A Jaw Dropping Life Story

I’m still afraid of the dark, yes I’m a 21 year old women who is still afraid of the dark. Ridiculous I know. That’s not what a lot of people know about me. I would never tell you I'm afraid. I would never tell you I get nervous of the vacuum for being too loud. I would never tell you I'm in constant pain from my back all the time. I would never tell you how I feel, what I wanted, what I liked. I would never feel emotion. I would never have a thought of my own. I turned off the beautiful person I was, I thought I was broken. I thought I was ruined. I would see myself as worthless, not important. I was invisible, I was ugly, and I am dirt. I am alone ...

All my life I've been scared of my house, not the outside but inside. If you look at my family we look like everyone else. A father who works, a stay at home mother, the oldest daughter, middle child, and two little girls. Outside would be boring nothing to look at. The inside would be full of screaming. [...]

A Model's Secret - a jaw dropping life story published in VintEDGE Magazine #5 now featured in full at VintEDGEmag.com website